So it started like that I with other friends decided to catch up in a restaurant. Agreed with this, I went to restaurant. I saw him there and he was upset. Then he showed me my diary which I left. All kinds of suicidal notes I wrote there, he showed me. While showing this, he was upset, angry and his eyes were wet. Tears could easily fall from his eyes. He asked me why did I write so? I then apologized. Both of us were crying. He told me that I need to go to school to collect my file. I said that if he can come to my house.
Dreams often reflect our thoughts, emotions, and unresolved issues, and your dream seems to touch on themes of connection, emotional vulnerability, and the need for support.
Setting and Companionship: The restaurant setting suggests a place of gathering and social connection. Meeting with friends indicates a desire for companionship and support in your waking life.
Emotional Revelation: Your friend’s reaction to the diary suggests a fear of being vulnerable or judged. The fact that he is upset by the suicidal notes you wrote could symbolize your own internal struggles and worries—perhaps feelings of sadness or hopelessness that you may not have openly addressed.
Apology and Tears: Crying together indicates a deep emotional bond and suggests that both of you may be feeling the weight of unexpressed feelings. Your apology might represent a desire to mend emotional wounds or to confront feelings of guilt or shame about your thoughts or experiences.
Call to Action: His request for you to go to school to collect your file could symbolize a need to confront or organize certain aspects of your life or emotions. It may indicate that there are unresolved issues from your past that you need to address or revisit in order to move forward.
Seeking Help: Your invitation for him to come to your house signifies a desire for deeper emotional intimacy and support. It hints at a need to share your feelings and experiences with someone you trust.
Overall, this dream may be revealing your internal struggles with emotional health, your need for support from friends, and a desire to confront past issues. It emphasizes the importance of communication and seeking out help in hard times. If these feelings resonate with you, consider speaking to someone you trust or a mental health professional about them for further support.